this is me trying to find stories, write stories and trying to put words into your mouths
Thursday, December 27, 2012
my vision board for 2013 - REVIEW. I PASSED! IM SO HAPPY!
FASHIONISTA - CHECK! COLORED MY HAIR, FASHIONABLE HAIRCUT, BUT NEEDS IMPROVEMENT IN PERSONAL STYLE
CONFIDENCE - CHECK!
FINANCIAL FREEDOM- CHECK!
SAVINGS - CHECK!
POISE -CHECK!
LUCKY - CHECK!
POPULAR - GETTING THERE!
POWERFUL - GETTING THERE!
TRAVEL WITH S.O. - NOPE! BUT WILL GET THERE!
FAITH, FAMILY AND FRIENDS - CHECK!
WEIGHT LOSS - CHECK! BUT NEEDS TO MAINTAIN AND IMPROVE
TRAVEL THE WORLD - NOPE!
PARIS - NOPE!
WRITE MORE - CHECK!
PROMOTION -CHECK!
CAR - NOPE!
LEARN TO DRIVE - NOPE!
FIRST PLACE -CHECK!
LOVELIFE - GETTING THERE!
Saturday, October 20, 2012
travel theme writer's room
im thinking of designing my place as a red and brown travel themed room.
something to perk up my inspiration a bit.I already have DIY Paris on my wall.
Up next I'll have a world map tarp
love in different languages
moneyshots and fave shots i took of places i visited, locally and internationally
passport stamps and baggage
framed posters of places I wanna visit
and travel quotes:
something to perk up my inspiration a bit.I already have DIY Paris on my wall.
Up next I'll have a world map tarp
love in different languages
moneyshots and fave shots i took of places i visited, locally and internationally
passport stamps and baggage
framed posters of places I wanna visit
and travel quotes:
Friday, September 28, 2012
and it continues
you may be rich but you are poor. in the mind. rich but stupid. have no respect for those people. such mediocre effort. it takes more than money to impress me. who cares if you are f*cking privileged? you're still a loser.
Thursday, September 13, 2012
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Saturday, September 8, 2012
Malapit na sa ABS-CBN:)
I presented the germ to management. It was approved. Story was changed quite a number of times. Wrote for week 11 and 12. I hope you guys watch this show. :)
Friday, August 31, 2012
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
first world problems
I was chatting with this guy who I went out with like 5 years ago
I almost forgot that he was a friend in facebook.
He's been messaging me but doesn't know that I changed numbers and when he asked me my new number... I almost did not give it, but I did. And now I regret it.
Because he wants to see me like you know, to go out and I don't know how to respond because I was writing at that time and really busy plus I was considerably thinner back then and more fun and more carefree and do not give a shit? And to see him again now is like regressing and like wouldn't be any more fun that what transpired before.Guess I just wanted to I don't know, not look back?
And then it got me into thinking why would I bother if he won't like what I look now, it's not as if we'll hook up. But still. Maybe I just want to look better than the way he looks now? But despite this rumination I might see him, if I had a free weekend. Hashtag first world problems and hashtag kerengkeng.
I almost forgot that he was a friend in facebook.
He's been messaging me but doesn't know that I changed numbers and when he asked me my new number... I almost did not give it, but I did. And now I regret it.
Because he wants to see me like you know, to go out and I don't know how to respond because I was writing at that time and really busy plus I was considerably thinner back then and more fun and more carefree and do not give a shit? And to see him again now is like regressing and like wouldn't be any more fun that what transpired before.Guess I just wanted to I don't know, not look back?
And then it got me into thinking why would I bother if he won't like what I look now, it's not as if we'll hook up. But still. Maybe I just want to look better than the way he looks now? But despite this rumination I might see him, if I had a free weekend. Hashtag first world problems and hashtag kerengkeng.
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
Monday, August 27, 2012
reunion
My highschool reunion is on October 20 and I'm not even sure if I'm going.
For one, I don't think everyone is requied to attend, because no one is actually messaging me about i, like formally.
But I kinda like the challenge. If I'm going to attend, I need to be in full regalia, meaning I need to be thin, successful and have a car.
I don't have a car.
I don't have a relationship.
I don't have a slammin' body.
So I might as well not attend.
And I don't think there is anyone I want to see.
My bestfriend Shery is abroad.
And I don't talk to some of my friends back then.
******
I wonder how they are now though. Some classmates that I have never seen.
I wonder how they are living their lives right now.
Especially the ones that were close to me back then.
OK. Back to writing.
For one, I don't think everyone is requied to attend, because no one is actually messaging me about i, like formally.
But I kinda like the challenge. If I'm going to attend, I need to be in full regalia, meaning I need to be thin, successful and have a car.
I don't have a car.
I don't have a relationship.
I don't have a slammin' body.
So I might as well not attend.
And I don't think there is anyone I want to see.
My bestfriend Shery is abroad.
And I don't talk to some of my friends back then.
******
I wonder how they are now though. Some classmates that I have never seen.
I wonder how they are living their lives right now.
Especially the ones that were close to me back then.
OK. Back to writing.
Saturday, August 25, 2012
Advice for women turning 30
This is Caitlin McCabe. She’s turning 30 this week. I met Caitlin through my Brazen Careerist co-founder, Ryan Paugh. They are getting married, and every day I thank goodness that Ryan found her, because I don’t have a lot of friends in Madison, and I can’t have one fall to the wayside for marrying someone I don’t like.
Caitlin wrote a thoughtful post about turning 30, which reminded me that I have a lot to say about turning 30. So this post is my birthday present to Caitlin. If you can call unsolicited advice a gift.
1. Don't look to men for turning-30 camaraderie.Turning 30 is different for men and women. Take a look at OKCupid, which is a dating site, yes, but it is also one of the most intoxicating data centers online. Their official blogger,Christian Rudder, does an incredible job of parsing the data from millions of people who use the site to figure out surprising answers to intriguing questions.
Rudder parses OKCupid data to find that, women are most desirable to men when women are in their 20s, and men are least desirable to women when they are in their 20s. Makes sense—men select for looks and women select for money. This is not some sexist social artifact—this is just how the world works and you cannot change it by forcing a generation of girls to play soccer.
What is also true is that women in their 20s earn more than men. So women feel relatively confident at work. But this switches in their 30s, when men start earning more. Sure, this is a result of a string of career-limiting decisions women make (like, they don't want to be at the Consumer Electronics Show delivering a baby), but the bottom line is that the security women had in their earning power will go down and the men's security will go up.
What this means for the turning-30 crowd is that men feel great and women feel trepidation.
2. Approach your biological clock head on.
First, for most women, the biological clock starts ticking like an earthquake when you turn 30 and have no kids. I know it is not scientifically proven, but most women will tell you that even if you thought you didn't want kids, if you are ever going to change your mind, it'll be when you turn 30. Something weird happens. And don't tell me it's society, because the Baby Boomer moms of Gen Xers were vehement that there is no rush to have kids, and thirty year old daughters should focus on careers, and still, Gen Xers felt the crush of the clock at age 30.
First, for most women, the biological clock starts ticking like an earthquake when you turn 30 and have no kids. I know it is not scientifically proven, but most women will tell you that even if you thought you didn't want kids, if you are ever going to change your mind, it'll be when you turn 30. Something weird happens. And don't tell me it's society, because the Baby Boomer moms of Gen Xers were vehement that there is no rush to have kids, and thirty year old daughters should focus on careers, and still, Gen Xers felt the crush of the clock at age 30.
It is logical that you would panic about your clock because your clock is about to explode. Have you looked at data for mothers who are over 35? Here’s a chart from Classhelp.com, and while this is just Down’s Syndrome, most pregnancy risk-factor slopes look like this one:
But it's not like you can't control your dating life. It's all you. If you want to find a husband, you'll find one. Just make it a priority. First, you get rid of all the things you know are bringing you down. Junky eating. Junky friends. No exercise. No passion about work or anything outside of work. Fix all that. There are 1000 self-help books to tell you how, but really, you just need one thing—a will to change.
You will attract who you deserve. If you don't like who you are getting, change yourself. If you can't change yourself, get a reality check.
Then just choose the guy. Here are two things to consider: 1. There is no good time to have a baby. It’ll always mess up your career, so just do it if want one. 2. There is no best way to choose a mate. Men will change careers, eventually have health problems, make parenting promises they won't keep—it's astounding how much marriage turns out to be a bait-and-switch. You can control so little, so don't waste a lot of time trying to control for stuff you can't—ultimately—control.
3. Relish the upcoming decade: it will probably be your best.
You know why? Because for women, their 30s decade is the best one of their sexual life. OK Cupid has outstanding data about women and sex. Women overwhelmingly report that they had no idea how bad they were in bed during their 20s, but they got much better in their 30s. By the time women are in their 40s, their sex drive is at its highest and their competence in bed is at its highest. When asked why, women report that their self-confidence and self-knowledge is at an all-time high.
You know why? Because for women, their 30s decade is the best one of their sexual life. OK Cupid has outstanding data about women and sex. Women overwhelmingly report that they had no idea how bad they were in bed during their 20s, but they got much better in their 30s. By the time women are in their 40s, their sex drive is at its highest and their competence in bed is at its highest. When asked why, women report that their self-confidence and self-knowledge is at an all-time high.
The problem is that while women in their 40s are great in bed, they are increasingly unhappy in life. Women in their 40s report the most anxiety, sleeplessness, and pressure than any other demographic, and women, after 40, grow more and more unhappy as time goes on.
I, of course, have scoured research to find ways to overcome this statistical nightmare. But, in the meantime, women turning thirty can console yourselves: You are gaining self-confidence in leaps and bounds during your 30s, and your bedroom skills have the same slope as the graph above—but in a good way.
So really, Caitlin, and all you other women entering your 30s, you're entering the decade that is best for women. Honestly, I'm hoping I'm in my best decade too. But I'll tell you something: My 30s were hard to beat. And I'm saying that even though I turned 30 with no job, no boyfriend and no money. So I know you’ll have a great time as well.
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
1. Letting themselves get out of shape. If you’ve ever watched The Biggest Loser and questioned the contestants desire, based on their struggles — you’ve never been out of shape. You’ll find that the rumors are true, and your metabolism moves slower than a snail at the DMV as you get older. If you continue washing down brownies with Mountain Dew and discounting the value of working out, you will pay. I assure you that once you’ve officially gotten out of shape, it’s so much harder to get fit. The mere sight of a treadmill will make you want to run anywhere but on it.
2. Spending substantial amounts of money on farfetched concepts. Buying several lottery tickets, playing the slot machines and joining pyramid schemes are all poor decisions, with slim chances of making profit. (Heads Up: 99% of well-dressed individuals who approach you with a business proposal/job opportunity just want you to help them build an unprofitable pyramid.)
3. Staying involved in destructive relationships. In middle school and high school, everyone dated everyone — but your 20s should see stricter standards and principles enforced. There’s no sense in being with someone whom you can’t picture yourself happily with in the foreseeable future. Don’t get me wrong, fixing damaged relationships is great; but trying to glue back a thousand broken pieces while getting cut in the process is unhealthy.
4. Cohabitating with a lover whom you’re not married to. Often couples convince themselves that moving in together is a splendid idea, when that’s not always the case. Sure, some live happily together, but it’s not for everyone. Be certain that you’re not rushing into things. It’s not as simple as sharing a shower, owning his and hers robes, and having sex frequently. Many characteristics are revealed, and obnoxious habits are exposed. Living with a significant other too early can be detrimental to the entire relationship.
5. Accepting and embracing drama. When you graduate high school, the cattiness and immaturity proceed to follow some. We have to refuse to be a part of any high school level shenanigans. Hearsay, gossip, he-said-she-said — all those bastards got a diploma and followed some miserable souls well into their 20s. It’s a matter of rejecting the slightest hint of drama, and wisely refusing to speak, act, or feel anything based off of it.
6. Settling for a subpar job that makes you miserable. Hard work and dedication, no matter who the employer, are admirable traits. If you find yourself performing unhappily at a place, be certain that you’re just doing so as a means to get by until you can pursue your personal goals. Every opportunity to take a shot at your dream career should be greeted passionately by you. Too often people forget that the 20s are an ideal decade for trial and error. Test things out, then fail or succeed.
7. Putting excessive amounts of value in attention received on social networks. Gauging your popularity and significance by the amount of likes your Facebook statuses got. Feeling physically unappealing because your Instagram photo — which you spent an absurd amount of time selecting an effect for — didn’t get a satisfying amount of compliments and responses.
8. Being a pushover. Little things like accepting the wrong drink at Starbucks, or pretending not to notice someone cutting you in line aren’t crucial. The issue is the snowball effect that follows. People see that you’ll give an inch, so they’ll greedily take a mile. In today’s world, it’s hard to be nice without somebody trying to take advantage of your kindness. Establish firm limitations that people know better than to cross. It might take temporary sternness, but in the long run it’ll pay off.
9. Taking pride in being widely considered a b-tch or a d-ck. Why being loathed (for good reason) has become a fad is beyond me, but it’s definitely a thing. It’s fantastic to be who you are, but to consciously treat people sh-tty and then brag about having “haters” is just dumb. Nobody is invincible — so continuously pouring gasoline, lighting matches and burning bridges will come back to haunt anyone eventually.
10. Being self-destructive. Continuing personally damaging conduct, with no intentions of stopping can have a lasting effect on your 20s. Getting arrested, pissing off friends, being irresponsible with finances — these are just a few of the seemingly infinite ways to ruin one’s self.
11. Passing on spontaneous adventures and the opportunity to experience new things. If friends are taking an impromptu trip to a nearby city, pack a small bag and roll with. These little things are what make the decade. Beyond the inside jokes and perspective on classic stories that you’ll miss out on, you’ll lack good times. If serious responsibility isn’t withholding your presence, then nothing else should be. Attend gatherings, give unfamiliarity a chance and build a résumé of awesome memories.
12. Remaining bitter. If you’re still angry with the ex from over five years ago, or badmouthing the company that didn’t hire you — do yourself and those around you a favor by stopping. The anger is unhealthy to hold on to, plus it makes you a misery to be around. Bitter passes are typically handed out to the freshly dumped, or recently rejected — but in time you must forgive or forget. Whichever you choose; be firm on it.
13. Making yourself difficult to love. By being shutdown and over-complicated, you create a seemingly impenetrable shirt, doused in cupid repellant. We all struggle in our own unique, disastrous ways — the key is to fix them. Making yourself available, approachable and open/honest will work wonders for your love life.
14. Being a pessimistic, opinionated hater. Yeah, that’s something we all want to be around in our spare time. Every movie out isn’t terrible, every song isn’t garbage. This personality type is in for a reality check when eventually nobody wants anything to do with ‘em.
15. Spending large chunks of time dreaming about a utopic, perfect world in which everything is just peachy. Having high hopes and aspirations for the future is a great thing, it’s just important to draw the line of frequency somewhere. Picturing a fantasy land in which you own nice things, are surrounded by beautiful people and have Uncle Scrooge sized piles of money isn’t going to bring those things to fruition. The dreaming is the easy part, it’s the living that requires some heavy lifting and effort.
Read more at http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/15-ways-20-somethings-ruins-their-twenties/#fYQSpsRjot4DVhih.99
my bedroom inspirations
Since our family home is being renovated, so is my bedroom! the bedroom walls will be pale pink, so i decided to play around with the theme of white, gold and a touch of purple if possible.
My bedroom at home will be very princess-y compared to the grown up redness and browness of my room at my place.But hey, I can live with that. :) the bedroom at my family home should be very relaxing and shall remind me of my younger years.
Renovation should be over come october and i am excited to decorate!
apartment room inspiration
I am alone again, naturally. My roomate left me and since it has left quite a considerable amount of space, I am now brainstorming themes for decorating my place.
As it is, my place has darkwood furniture - a table, a bookcase, one small and one big dresser. And I have red frames and red lamps and red fixtures with cream walls. so i decide to play with that. i hope to achieve one of these looks for my room.
Monday, August 20, 2012
monumental f*ck up
i am still reeling. why my heart of hearts tell me not to worry
it's gonna be fine.
it's gonna be fine.
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
here we go again
why is it that something happens, like a bloodbath that is last Tuesday, i resort to having meaningless sh*t with this guy.
greatest therapy, he is.
greatest therapy, he is.
it has been three times
what is wrong with me
what is wrong with me
what is wrong?
why?
why can't even string a word?
why can't i even memorize
what the fuck
why am i destryoing myself?
shit.
what is wrong with me
what is wrong?
why?
why can't even string a word?
why can't i even memorize
what the fuck
why am i destryoing myself?
shit.
Sunday, July 29, 2012
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
frienemy attacks
Ok why do I feel ANNOYED to a higher level to this supposed friend who does nothing but imitate me.
Am I really not programmed to relate to women my age?
After some reflecting - do I see myself in her?
Do I hate myself?
Fact is, I think she's so insecure, she keeps on comparing herself to other people to know how she stands. She's that person who defines herself in context of others.
I am talking about my friend here, not me.
What a dud.
So silly and insecure to my success she doesn't acknowledge it.
Loser.
*******
Am I really not programmed to relate to women my age?
After some reflecting - do I see myself in her?
Do I hate myself?
Fact is, I think she's so insecure, she keeps on comparing herself to other people to know how she stands. She's that person who defines herself in context of others.
I am talking about my friend here, not me.
What a dud.
So silly and insecure to my success she doesn't acknowledge it.
Loser.
*******
I MISSED MY BLOG
I missed this blog.
I MISSED! THIS! BLOG!
Did I say it boldly enough?
********
There are stuff that needed to be blogged in real time and when the time passes, the opportunity went by and the chance is gone, it just felt stupid to even recount.
But one thing that unsettled me, in my can't-be-unsettledness as a character trait is the death of Nora Ephron.
Second would be the death of Mario O Hara.
Coming in close and worth mentioning is my first gig (gig!) at Click-a-roo.
And the approval of our new show.
First, Nora Ephron. Well, I am affected because I am a fan and another is because I think her genre is a genre a lot of writers or "educated" audience scoff at.
Pretentious individuals who like to be deep.
This genre - funny, real, down to earth. A story of women. A story of real people.
That's why I like to ponder a lot, capture the drama of something close to me. Because at that point, it was relevant.
And it is a subject I care about.
********
It is raining, I have a meeting at 4 pm.
I have finished Perks of Being a Wallflower (finally!) and it is too emotional for my liking. I cannot sympathize with the voice- a young man named Charlie because he sounds like a flake.
I am interested though - in his unpretenious voice, the way he sees the people around him and his mix tapes.
********
Be a student of Life
Find something you care about and make a stand about it.
I have always known what was mine. It's a story close to my heart.
I MISSED! THIS! BLOG!
Did I say it boldly enough?
********
There are stuff that needed to be blogged in real time and when the time passes, the opportunity went by and the chance is gone, it just felt stupid to even recount.
But one thing that unsettled me, in my can't-be-unsettledness as a character trait is the death of Nora Ephron.
Second would be the death of Mario O Hara.
Coming in close and worth mentioning is my first gig (gig!) at Click-a-roo.
And the approval of our new show.
First, Nora Ephron. Well, I am affected because I am a fan and another is because I think her genre is a genre a lot of writers or "educated" audience scoff at.
Pretentious individuals who like to be deep.
This genre - funny, real, down to earth. A story of women. A story of real people.
That's why I like to ponder a lot, capture the drama of something close to me. Because at that point, it was relevant.
And it is a subject I care about.
********
It is raining, I have a meeting at 4 pm.
I have finished Perks of Being a Wallflower (finally!) and it is too emotional for my liking. I cannot sympathize with the voice- a young man named Charlie because he sounds like a flake.
I am interested though - in his unpretenious voice, the way he sees the people around him and his mix tapes.
********
Be a student of Life
Find something you care about and make a stand about it.
I have always known what was mine. It's a story close to my heart.
Thursday, June 14, 2012
keeping up, keeping track and keeping score
I must admit I am affected, very much.
As they shine here I am dull as a dud.
Envy propels success, I guess.
As they shine here I am dull as a dud.
Envy propels success, I guess.
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Monday, June 11, 2012
Halfway
So far here are the things I've achieved
1. Wrote for two soaps (NKE and WAKO WAKO)
2. Dieted and lost 15lbs (have to diet more)
3. Bought Macbook Pro for 60k (with accessories etc)
4. Contributed for my family homes' renovation
5. Set up a photobooth business with my friend Click-a-roo!
6. be more fasyon
Things I wanna achieve for the second half
1. Write for two more soaps
2. Lose 20lbs more (buy new weighing scale and weights)
3. Beauty Regimen and Derma
4. Buy Ipad 3
5. Travel
6. Learn to drive
7. Buy car
8 . Fall in love
1. Wrote for two soaps (NKE and WAKO WAKO)
2. Dieted and lost 15lbs (have to diet more)
3. Bought Macbook Pro for 60k (with accessories etc)
4. Contributed for my family homes' renovation
5. Set up a photobooth business with my friend Click-a-roo!
6. be more fasyon
Things I wanna achieve for the second half
1. Write for two more soaps
2. Lose 20lbs more (buy new weighing scale and weights)
3. Beauty Regimen and Derma
4. Buy Ipad 3
5. Travel
6. Learn to drive
7. Buy car
8 . Fall in love
OPLAN BALIK-DUKAN
Breakfast: oatbran one egg with tuna
Lunch: one half chicken Andok's
Dinner: egg with fish
Lunch: one half chicken Andok's
Dinner: egg with fish
I'm on my third book review, what does that say about me?
No deadlines for script that is, the entire week and as usual I gotta have something to think about.
I read the second installment of Hunger Games and it was, as teenspeak can say, AWESOME!
Full review soon, I'm still raving.
I read the second installment of Hunger Games and it was, as teenspeak can say, AWESOME!
Full review soon, I'm still raving.
Fifty Shades of Grey: erotica slash romcom
Thanks to 4shared which a colleague shared with me, I was able to read this novel. It's nothing sophisticated, just run-of-the-mill prose that any highschool senior can write on her diary. The words don't evoke, they tell. And it's not even vivid.
What I liked about the book - is the subject matter and the concept. It's erotica gone romcom. Which I believe is a good mix because if I were a film producer, I can make the film better than the book.
Let's see.
I am not even a bookworm, honestly I judge the book based on the prose. Because a book should evoke- I like internal talk, I like backstories, I like abstract ideas that cannot be translated visually - in this book I got nothing. I got no depth I got no internal battle. You read the prose and that's that.
That's why people always say they like the book better everytime there's a film adaptation - because in the book they read between the lines.
Good points - I like the subject matter and making the POV that of the girl. I like the beast and damsel in distress dynamics.
I like that the book has got a film potential and I'd rather save my praises when I am not relying on my imagination. That being said, I believe that this book is nothing but a concept paper to what could be a grander book or film.
What I liked about the book - is the subject matter and the concept. It's erotica gone romcom. Which I believe is a good mix because if I were a film producer, I can make the film better than the book.
Let's see.
I am not even a bookworm, honestly I judge the book based on the prose. Because a book should evoke- I like internal talk, I like backstories, I like abstract ideas that cannot be translated visually - in this book I got nothing. I got no depth I got no internal battle. You read the prose and that's that.
That's why people always say they like the book better everytime there's a film adaptation - because in the book they read between the lines.
Good points - I like the subject matter and making the POV that of the girl. I like the beast and damsel in distress dynamics.
I like that the book has got a film potential and I'd rather save my praises when I am not relying on my imagination. That being said, I believe that this book is nothing but a concept paper to what could be a grander book or film.
book review: Memories of My Melancholy Whores
The first thing I want to tackle is this book a friend gave me for my birthday. It's called Memories of My Melancholy Whores by Gabriel Garcia Marquez.
What I like about the book is the subject matter plus the very casual way it tells of a story of a man who is a sex addict, who pays for the service and whose life essence revolved around sex and paid women. Yes he has a job but what he looks forward after a day's work is to bed new and more women.
On his 90th birthday, he wants to bed a virgin but what was delivered to his doorstep was a 14 year old girl who works for a living, so young and so innocent. He cannot bring to himself to touch this girl.
What I like about books is that they touch me in unique ways and let me have a peek of what goes on in other people's lives. Who knew such vile man existed?
Who knew that instead of feeling anger towards this man, I am drawn and I am curious, I pity him so bad I wanted him to die. We all love tales of obsession and this one satiates even for a little while.
What I like about the book is the subject matter plus the very casual way it tells of a story of a man who is a sex addict, who pays for the service and whose life essence revolved around sex and paid women. Yes he has a job but what he looks forward after a day's work is to bed new and more women.
On his 90th birthday, he wants to bed a virgin but what was delivered to his doorstep was a 14 year old girl who works for a living, so young and so innocent. He cannot bring to himself to touch this girl.
What I like about books is that they touch me in unique ways and let me have a peek of what goes on in other people's lives. Who knew such vile man existed?
Who knew that instead of feeling anger towards this man, I am drawn and I am curious, I pity him so bad I wanted him to die. We all love tales of obsession and this one satiates even for a little while.
the best things
I want to mark this day as a special day because I gave my downpayment for my car!
NEXT - iphone.
business check.
all i need is a man to whisk me during vacations
NEXT - iphone.
business check.
all i need is a man to whisk me during vacations
Sunday, June 10, 2012
booooooring
just watched 3 hours long drawn out, establishing crazy soap-like French film with unexciting plot that can be reduced to 30 minutes
regimen
in the morning I wash my face with derm-a facial wash
i wash it also with a gycolic acid soap
i put on Block and white spf 8- sunblock.
at night, i wash my face with facial wash
wash it with gycolic acid soap
and moisturizer Olay total effects anti ageing
and anti-ageing eye cream
feet
i scrub it with a bonne milk salt
then wash it with gycolic acid soap
and then put on BL cream
and then petroleum jelly and then socks
just wanna share ;)
i wash it also with a gycolic acid soap
i put on Block and white spf 8- sunblock.
at night, i wash my face with facial wash
wash it with gycolic acid soap
and moisturizer Olay total effects anti ageing
and anti-ageing eye cream
feet
i scrub it with a bonne milk salt
then wash it with gycolic acid soap
and then put on BL cream
and then petroleum jelly and then socks
just wanna share ;)
Friday, June 8, 2012
AFAM
prim and prettify, save til I'm 30
and then travel the world and find an AFAM.
sounds like a plan
and then travel the world and find an AFAM.
sounds like a plan
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Pathetic
Ok, I have let this loser in my life for a little while, but after everything is done, this just proves that I gotta keep moving forward.
hashtag never again
hashtag never again
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
10 things to do before you die
Make a pilgrimage. The destination might be a traditional one such as Jerusalem or Rome or Mecca. It might be a site of prehistoric rituals, like Stonehenge or Machu Picchu. For nature-worshippers it could be an African savanna or Amazonian rain forest; for music-lovers it could be La Scala or Bayreuth. The goal is a cathedral you hold sacred, a place where you can feel part of something larger. The reward is a moment, whether it's hearing the "Gloria" at St. Peter's or watching a gazelle take its first step, that you won't need a video camera to capture.
Eat a meal good enough to be your last. When the end comes for you, there is a distinct possibility that you will be in no position to enjoy white truffles. But if you plan ahead carefully--if you eat them now--you will not die feeling cheated. Think of it as death insurance and pay no attention to those numbers on the right side of the menu.
Keep in mind the two versions of William Pitt's dying words. The grand version of his deathbed scene in 1806 is that the British prime minister, disillusioned by Napoleon's successes, expired murmuring, "My country, oh, how I leave my country!" The less grand version is that his last words were: "I think I could eat one of Bellamy's veal pies." If you have any doubt as to which version is more believable, you need to start reexamining your priorities.
Climb your own Mount Ventoux. It has been said that the Renaissance began with Petrarch's ascent of this peak in Provence in the 1330s. At the time, climbing a mountain was not something people went on vacation to do. Mountains were considered dangerous and useless. Mountains could even be a sinful distraction from God, as Petrarch interpreted a passage in Augustine rebuking men who "admire the high mountains." The poet tried to tell himself that he should be looking inward at his soul--the medieval view.
But the ever-curious Petrarch nonetheless climbed 6,000 feet and marveled at a new vista. "What I had read of Athos and Olympus seemed less incredible as I myself witnessed the same things," he wrote. Today you can have the same view easily enough--there's a road and restaurant at the peak--but that's not really the point. The point is to climb something you were afraid to climb and see something new.
Memorize a poem and pass it on. The most obvious choice is a performance during courtship, and it's hard to go wrong with Byron's "She walks in beauty, like the night." For more of an edge, try Marvell's "To His Coy Mistress." But it can be for anyone at anytime. Teach children the opening lines of The Canterbury Tales, or get their blood flowing with Kipling's "If." You can do more for an ailing friend with Keats than with a Hallmark card. Yeats's "Sailing to Byzantium" can enliven a journey on any waters, and it will never be forgotten if you recite it on the Bosporus.
Make an enemy for life. A gentleman has been defined as someone who never gives pain to anyone unintentionally. This leaves plenty of leeway for deliberate rudeness toward someone you can't stand. Stand up to a bully; speak out against a fraud; fight off a rival for a prize. Care enough about something to make someone mad. An enemy helps you define yourself. As Schopenhauer said, "We can come to look upon the deaths of our enemies with as much regret as we feel for those of our friends, namely, when we miss their existence as witnesses to our success."
Forgive someone.
See for yourself that the earth is round. The surest way is to set sail in one direction and not stop until you're home again. For a cheaper, although not quite as direct, method, journey north of the Arctic Circle around the summer solstice and spend a night (ideally in a hot tub) watching the sun circle above the horizon.
Take someone you love to the Camera degli Sposi. There may be more important works of art, like the David or the Last Supper or the Sistine Chapel, but for sheer charm there's nothing like these 15th-century frescoes by Mantegna. You find them not in a mobbed museum but in a quiet jewel box, a small chamber in the ducal palace of Mantua. The brightly colored paintings literally shimmer with inlaid gold and lapis. The paintings depict nobility, courtiers, children, dwarves, horses, dogs--all watched over not by a stern God but by an assortment of famously playful putti on the ceiling. The cherubs also seem to be looking down on some life-affirming activities, which is why it's called the Room of the Bride and Bridegroom.
Defy gravity. Yes, it's the most drearily immutable law on the planet, but on your deathbed it would be good to recall a momentary rebellion--one sky dive out of a plane, one plunge on a bungee cord, one ride on a parasail. For the ultimate in simplicity and pleasure, paraglide off Baba Dag, a 6,000-foot-high peak rising straight above the coast of southern Turkey. Just make sure that you have a professional pilot strapped in the harness of your parachute. The two of you take a few running steps and leap into the void, at which point the pilot and the wind take over. You soar a mile above the ocean, then slowly circle for 20 minutes as the pilot guides you to a leisurely landing on the beach, whereupon gravity takes over again.
Let someone else have the chance you missed. Maybe it will be one of the things on this list, like a trip you always meant to take but which eventually becomes impossible. With age come limitations. But with age also come wisdom and money. When it's too late for you, give someone younger what you always wanted.
Eat a meal good enough to be your last. When the end comes for you, there is a distinct possibility that you will be in no position to enjoy white truffles. But if you plan ahead carefully--if you eat them now--you will not die feeling cheated. Think of it as death insurance and pay no attention to those numbers on the right side of the menu.
Keep in mind the two versions of William Pitt's dying words. The grand version of his deathbed scene in 1806 is that the British prime minister, disillusioned by Napoleon's successes, expired murmuring, "My country, oh, how I leave my country!" The less grand version is that his last words were: "I think I could eat one of Bellamy's veal pies." If you have any doubt as to which version is more believable, you need to start reexamining your priorities.
Climb your own Mount Ventoux. It has been said that the Renaissance began with Petrarch's ascent of this peak in Provence in the 1330s. At the time, climbing a mountain was not something people went on vacation to do. Mountains were considered dangerous and useless. Mountains could even be a sinful distraction from God, as Petrarch interpreted a passage in Augustine rebuking men who "admire the high mountains." The poet tried to tell himself that he should be looking inward at his soul--the medieval view.
But the ever-curious Petrarch nonetheless climbed 6,000 feet and marveled at a new vista. "What I had read of Athos and Olympus seemed less incredible as I myself witnessed the same things," he wrote. Today you can have the same view easily enough--there's a road and restaurant at the peak--but that's not really the point. The point is to climb something you were afraid to climb and see something new.
Memorize a poem and pass it on. The most obvious choice is a performance during courtship, and it's hard to go wrong with Byron's "She walks in beauty, like the night." For more of an edge, try Marvell's "To His Coy Mistress." But it can be for anyone at anytime. Teach children the opening lines of The Canterbury Tales, or get their blood flowing with Kipling's "If." You can do more for an ailing friend with Keats than with a Hallmark card. Yeats's "Sailing to Byzantium" can enliven a journey on any waters, and it will never be forgotten if you recite it on the Bosporus.
Make an enemy for life. A gentleman has been defined as someone who never gives pain to anyone unintentionally. This leaves plenty of leeway for deliberate rudeness toward someone you can't stand. Stand up to a bully; speak out against a fraud; fight off a rival for a prize. Care enough about something to make someone mad. An enemy helps you define yourself. As Schopenhauer said, "We can come to look upon the deaths of our enemies with as much regret as we feel for those of our friends, namely, when we miss their existence as witnesses to our success."
Forgive someone.
See for yourself that the earth is round. The surest way is to set sail in one direction and not stop until you're home again. For a cheaper, although not quite as direct, method, journey north of the Arctic Circle around the summer solstice and spend a night (ideally in a hot tub) watching the sun circle above the horizon.
Take someone you love to the Camera degli Sposi. There may be more important works of art, like the David or the Last Supper or the Sistine Chapel, but for sheer charm there's nothing like these 15th-century frescoes by Mantegna. You find them not in a mobbed museum but in a quiet jewel box, a small chamber in the ducal palace of Mantua. The brightly colored paintings literally shimmer with inlaid gold and lapis. The paintings depict nobility, courtiers, children, dwarves, horses, dogs--all watched over not by a stern God but by an assortment of famously playful putti on the ceiling. The cherubs also seem to be looking down on some life-affirming activities, which is why it's called the Room of the Bride and Bridegroom.
Defy gravity. Yes, it's the most drearily immutable law on the planet, but on your deathbed it would be good to recall a momentary rebellion--one sky dive out of a plane, one plunge on a bungee cord, one ride on a parasail. For the ultimate in simplicity and pleasure, paraglide off Baba Dag, a 6,000-foot-high peak rising straight above the coast of southern Turkey. Just make sure that you have a professional pilot strapped in the harness of your parachute. The two of you take a few running steps and leap into the void, at which point the pilot and the wind take over. You soar a mile above the ocean, then slowly circle for 20 minutes as the pilot guides you to a leisurely landing on the beach, whereupon gravity takes over again.
Let someone else have the chance you missed. Maybe it will be one of the things on this list, like a trip you always meant to take but which eventually becomes impossible. With age come limitations. But with age also come wisdom and money. When it's too late for you, give someone younger what you always wanted.
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Zone out
It's JUNE!
Halfway!
Reboot my Dukan project next week
Prim and Prettify project and regimen
Follow my expense account to the letter
Sexify my room
and CLICK-A-ROO!
Halfway!
Reboot my Dukan project next week
Prim and Prettify project and regimen
Follow my expense account to the letter
Sexify my room
and CLICK-A-ROO!
Monday, June 4, 2012
took a bite and more
OK, I got an Apple computer, now I am buying an Ipad! Ipad 2 to be exact for 23k!
I like the idea of it! super excited!
I like the idea of it! super excited!
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Click-a-roo Photobooth Services
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Click-a-roo Photobooth Services is the best one to book!
WHY?
We have the coolest, most stylish props out there. They are wacky, funky but not the smell. Because they are as good as new! Plus we have a surprise personalized and themed photobooth for every kind of occasion! More options, more fun! (COMING SOON)
We are flexible. Your event experiencing some delays? No problemo. We will understand in the best way we can. No surprise additional expenses coming your way
And lastly, we give you one a valuable thing you can never buy: TIME! Yes! We offer FREE ONE HOUR for every package. Time is gold, but with Click-a-roo, but it's free.
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