be thankful

wishlist

1. car. i'd prefer a second hand sedan. some mid-range type. it'll just be a car to get around with.

2. macbook air. the 11 inches baby. ive never realized that i've been waiting for this until it came.

3. read my the hunger games book.

4. blackberry torch or iphone 4

5. canon 95

Break

enchanted kingdom with direk rica and Ganap na Babae gang was fun!

Now 2 days break and my mind is spinning like a top. ang daming iniisip.

realized too that organizing reunion is tiring shit. mas naiistress pa ako dito kesa pagsusulat. it makes you want to resent things. but this is for a bigger purpose.

excited for the southern trip. believe it or not, first time ko sa visayas. but i hope i am prepared enough and discover some lesser known places. ooooohhh.

November Rain

It's the 29th of October, and I have a full day ahead of me...like sitting inside my room and typing out words until tomorrow, which would've been fun and fantastic because I happen to love what I do.

But sometimes you gotta say no.

I am asking God mentally, if what I did was wrong, or if I am saying no to a blessing, but I trust that He is guiding my decisions...and He will always know that my decisions are stemmed from what is inside my heart. May nagsabi nga sa akin na mali lang ang desisyon kung hindi mo ito mapaninindigan.

Whenever I pray in church during the part where we kneel and ask for personal wishes, I always tell God to give me what I deserve. I've used it the first time last August. And it has been working for me since ;)

Couple of things lined up at work and I am excited to get down and dirty. I always thank the Lord for the love and the blessings...and I make it a point to get down and dirty and be in the middle of things whenever I have new projects. And I know God knows that. He will give me what I deserve.

My 2nd M3 episode is showing tomorrow. Halloween episode. Funny and scary! And fun!

Tomorrow will be the start of the Halloween break, and I feel like a spinning totem. I don't know what to do! Haha.

I am rambling now, my mind is full of a thousand and one things. I think I have short attention span. Before I can even write the words I am already thinking of other things. How about that?

october thoughts

i've submitted by third script for M3. Sana magustuhan nila.

ngayon lang ulit ako nakablog...namiss ko ito. ang dami ko pa namang kwento

ngayong marami akong pera hindi ako makatravel.

sometimes naiisip ko, bakit hindi ko i-carry yung magtatravel ako nang may deadline? tipong pagdating sa destination, saka ko sisimulan ang script tapos since halos lahat sa pinas may internet, i-email ko na lang.

pero hindi e.

i guess i see travel as a reward. tipong hindi mo naman maeenjoy kapag yung utak mo nasa ibang bagay.

sabi nga sa God Wants You to Know facebook app ko nung isang araw, parang appreciate ko naman daw ang nature, ang saya sa paligid ko. hindi ko napublish ewan ko ba.

sana magawa ko siya sa Halloween Break. Kaso wala din akong plano. Ayaw ko sumabay sa break ng maraming tao. Baguio ang naiisip ko, pero meron naman daw bagyo in Baguio. Saan kaya ako pupunta?

So anyway nag-ggygym ako sa Gold's at may trainer pa. Wahahah. Good luck talaga. Sana magtuloytuloy na to.

Sana mapuntahan ko ang mga lugar na ito before the year ends:

Pagudpud

Cebu - Bohol

Iloilo- Guimaras

Baguio

Then next year:

HK

Thailand-Cambodia

Korea

Beijing

Indonesia (Bali and Borobodur)

God willing. Mappuntahan ko ang mga places na yan. Isama pa ang Paris and Prague dream ko before my 30th.

Nakapagpabook na rin ako ng hotel ko for my solitary HK on Feb. Yung friend ko kasi hindi pwede bilang Mendoza ang apilido nya kaapelido nung nanghostage. Excited ako sa trip na to.

Hindi ako makatulog pero puyat ako.