Sunday, July 29, 2012
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
frienemy attacks
Ok why do I feel ANNOYED to a higher level to this supposed friend who does nothing but imitate me.
Am I really not programmed to relate to women my age?
After some reflecting - do I see myself in her?
Do I hate myself?
Fact is, I think she's so insecure, she keeps on comparing herself to other people to know how she stands. She's that person who defines herself in context of others.
I am talking about my friend here, not me.
What a dud.
So silly and insecure to my success she doesn't acknowledge it.
Loser.
*******
Am I really not programmed to relate to women my age?
After some reflecting - do I see myself in her?
Do I hate myself?
Fact is, I think she's so insecure, she keeps on comparing herself to other people to know how she stands. She's that person who defines herself in context of others.
I am talking about my friend here, not me.
What a dud.
So silly and insecure to my success she doesn't acknowledge it.
Loser.
*******
I MISSED MY BLOG
I missed this blog.
I MISSED! THIS! BLOG!
Did I say it boldly enough?
********
There are stuff that needed to be blogged in real time and when the time passes, the opportunity went by and the chance is gone, it just felt stupid to even recount.
But one thing that unsettled me, in my can't-be-unsettledness as a character trait is the death of Nora Ephron.
Second would be the death of Mario O Hara.
Coming in close and worth mentioning is my first gig (gig!) at Click-a-roo.
And the approval of our new show.
First, Nora Ephron. Well, I am affected because I am a fan and another is because I think her genre is a genre a lot of writers or "educated" audience scoff at.
Pretentious individuals who like to be deep.
This genre - funny, real, down to earth. A story of women. A story of real people.
That's why I like to ponder a lot, capture the drama of something close to me. Because at that point, it was relevant.
And it is a subject I care about.
********
It is raining, I have a meeting at 4 pm.
I have finished Perks of Being a Wallflower (finally!) and it is too emotional for my liking. I cannot sympathize with the voice- a young man named Charlie because he sounds like a flake.
I am interested though - in his unpretenious voice, the way he sees the people around him and his mix tapes.
********
Be a student of Life
Find something you care about and make a stand about it.
I have always known what was mine. It's a story close to my heart.
I MISSED! THIS! BLOG!
Did I say it boldly enough?
********
There are stuff that needed to be blogged in real time and when the time passes, the opportunity went by and the chance is gone, it just felt stupid to even recount.
But one thing that unsettled me, in my can't-be-unsettledness as a character trait is the death of Nora Ephron.
Second would be the death of Mario O Hara.
Coming in close and worth mentioning is my first gig (gig!) at Click-a-roo.
And the approval of our new show.
First, Nora Ephron. Well, I am affected because I am a fan and another is because I think her genre is a genre a lot of writers or "educated" audience scoff at.
Pretentious individuals who like to be deep.
This genre - funny, real, down to earth. A story of women. A story of real people.
That's why I like to ponder a lot, capture the drama of something close to me. Because at that point, it was relevant.
And it is a subject I care about.
********
It is raining, I have a meeting at 4 pm.
I have finished Perks of Being a Wallflower (finally!) and it is too emotional for my liking. I cannot sympathize with the voice- a young man named Charlie because he sounds like a flake.
I am interested though - in his unpretenious voice, the way he sees the people around him and his mix tapes.
********
Be a student of Life
Find something you care about and make a stand about it.
I have always known what was mine. It's a story close to my heart.
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