getting there

i'm getting there!!!

comeon brilliance! brillant bridgette!

u.d. rocks

Bridgette	279 up, 34 down
	Fabulous, outgoing, original, amazing, sassy, THE ONLY ONE. Loving, bitchy, opinionated. Out spoken, If you have one don't ever let her go as you wont find another like her. One in a million!!! Nice clothes, likes to talk. Make a good friend. Yet don't mess with her or her man because you will have hell to pay. I want to be just like Bridgette

beautiful boy

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WRITERS ARE AGELESS

- JT. my first drama mentor in ABS-CBN

mainstream

While watching "Ang Babae sa Septic Tank" I had a thought.

While Indie Films are often being matched against Mainstream Films, I have come to realize...there are no mainstream films. It's actually Indie versus Mainstream Television.

Case in point: Babae sa Septic Tank said that some indie actors are major soap opera stars who have cut offs. They go straight to their soap taping after an indie sojourn. (Take note: instead of mainstream films, it's soap operas)

Another thing: since babae sa septic tank used a certain chunk that was shown in various docudrama, musical and mainstream versions, the mainstream version very much echoes the mainstream TV/soap. Some of which, the protagonist still looks "pleasing", the aria and drama are more punctuated plus, the use of creative intrusions in the products.

I have indie preferences and sensibilities but i work in mainstream. It's good clean fun to poke around both indie and mainstream. Soon lines will be blurred and a good story will shine either in indie and mainstream.

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My only pet peeve in the Cinemalaya, so many pa-artist GROUPIES and WANNABES. Believe it or not those who appear maporma and loud and know it all actually know nothing. And those who are low profile are the actual movers- the filmmakers, and writers and mainstream/indie and media workers.

writer's ego

writers are egotistic. and why the hell not? we create people, create the words and the worlds. we're like gods.

that's why. remember i am just adjusting to the people i am with.

and yes, i dumb down with you.

Cinemalaya

Ang galing.
Some of my predictions are spot on.

If you have to watch any Cinemalaya Film:

Watch Ang Babae sa Septic tank and Nino.

Both were superb.

slim doooooown!!!

TIPID MODE

August- September: tipid mode so I can travel.

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When can I have the opportunity to travel to Europe?

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VISA

I should save save save so that I can have enough money in my bank account for my trip in October.

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NOVEMBER

another country... hope I can come here soon.

Baguio Lock in

this is the first time that I enjoyed Baguio.

despite work.

Probably because I have more means to eat at nice cafes and restos

and that the place we stayed was a little farther from the city

Also i enjoyed the amazing view I see everyday.

It was like wow.

I loved Baguio!

Super sarap magshop!

and the brewed coffee in the morning while smoking.

This is my kind of weather.

Someday I will live near Baguio.

Probably in Benguet, like 20 minutes away from the city.

I love it!!!

promises

hay BV!!!

im torn on what to feel about this.

I wanna watch HP!

Hindi ako excited sa cinemalaya. Ang dami nang may gusto eh.

To think

hermit mode

I tend to be evil at times, for no reason.

maybe it's the lack of rice and soda in my system.

I tend to be diva-esque at times, and my mood is so volatile.

Some people do not understand my need to shop alone, eat alone or watch a movie alone when there is ready company. Maybe I am a closet loner. When alone I can think straight, I form my opinions on the basis of my own knowledge. I call it my hermit mode. And I love it.

crossing my fingers

I have an assignment to write TVC's for a really big medicine brand.

Drafted it and the regional boss loved it.

Here's to seeing the project through.

I wish I could just have the time to be on loc for the remote shoot all over the Phils. =)

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finished script! but my hw did some rewrites. all good.

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I have a secret

and I know you can't keep it.

true!

http://inside-digital.blog.lonelyplanet.com/2011/06/17/how-travel-makes-you-smarter-sexier-and-more-productive/?affil=twit

dreaming of Paris

Hay. My dream destination. Second will be Prague

BV

May mga taong sadya talagang, kahit ano'ng gawin ay hindi ko makuha. Mga taong sa unang tingin pa lang, parang kumukulo na ang dugo ko. Insecurity ba? pero hindi eh. let me just say na nayayabangan ako, naikirita ako, nababaduyan ako sa kanya. At ramdam ko, ganun din ang pakiramdam niya sa akin. And I don't care. Maybe because siya din ang insecure sa akin? I don't know.

kol-a-katulong

This is a crazy idea and business concept that I remembered I wish I could start or patent.

It just meant that if you're busy, you can have an instant assistant at your doorstep.

Spending an allnighter at the office? You can call a katulong and make sure your kiddies have food to eat and been tucked safe and sound.

If you're a single girl who is swamped with work, you can call a katulong and let her take care of your bills, mails whatever.

Yes, it;s like a personal assitant job but is simply means katulong on demand or just when you need it. Isn't it brilliant?

half half

I'm half relieved, half worried.

Distressed yet blessed.

I don't know what to make of the recent events.

the loneliest job

Alone. On your own. Own.

neurotic

i am obsessing about a few things...and i am depressed about this.

i am getting neurotic and paranoid.

Help me think otherwise.

It scares me.

14 days

the key word of DIET is Die

haaaaay!

konting ire pa.

makakareach din ako ng 21 days at ang lahat ng ito ay magiging madali na.

sa awa ng Diyos.

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It's time like this that I am thankful to have noone.

Because I think I can have everyone.

I don't know what came over me.

My subconscious tells me I don't want to look ugly when I am with him.

Yes. Pasabog statement.

two words:

GOOD LUCK

the dead in deadline

cramming sucks.

i feel sick.

my nose is clogged.

i'm getting there.

this foreplay is making me weak.

i shoulkd just enjoy this moment...right?

do it do it do it

like an animal.

like a monster.

and do it fucking good.

Day 7

yes it's my 7th day of not eating rice and drinking coke!!!

I hope to count this down until the 21st.

they say you have to do things for 21 days to make them a habit. =)

kumukulo ang dugo ko.

11

doble

pangalawa.

make it work